The Woes of the Graduated

I graduated less than a month ago and already I look forward to having my own classroom come the fall. Yes I realize that this is a bit optimistic on my part as I should probably get some interviews set up so that I can be on the right track but I look forward to teaching all of the students that God deems to put into my classroom no matter their size, shape, gender, or abilities I know that I have been trained to teach each and every one of them to the best of my abilities no matter what.

Since graduation I have worked three different jobs at all hours of the day, my puppy (not even a year old) had puppies of her own (Max, Lexi, and Little Bear....Pic to come soon!), My little brother left for the entire summer to complete boot camp and job training and I have sat on Pinterest for hours on end. As busy as it seems that I have been I am extremely lonely, yeah I visit my moms house and my best friends house every week but that is all that my life consists of at the present time. I feel so discombobulated from everything around me sometimes. Maybe I am depressed to be completely finished with school or the fact that I am officially an adult not just a student any longer. My school loans will begin to come due in November (Lord help me) and I am being emancipated from my dad's support check.

Now I didn't get on here just to talk about how depressed I am and blah blah blah but I did want to mention that I found this really cool thing on Pinterest that lifted my spirits and made me realize once again how much I try to control my own life when it is truly not mine to control.

This is going to be my journey to get where HE wants me to be when HE wants me to get there until then I need to learn a little bit of patience in this waiting game.